Author: Christine

I am an Ascended Master, true twin flame on a spiritual journey of ascension here on earth to do my true soul mission and life path. This blog will have my experiences good and bad to show the world these kinds of journey's are not easy and nothing to scoff at. We all have our difficulties and we just need to band together and support each other through it. Watch and share my video :) If you are in any services that I offer, please check out my services post.

It’s been trying.

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it’s the huge turn of events energetically and i feel like my world is going in another direction. i’m happy about it. but there are things that i have to let go now and i’m not sure if i am ready to do that.

i found out some things about my twin flame that weren’t desirable and i don’t know what to do about that. maybe let that situation go entirely. i don’t think i will be getting into union anytime soon because so much has happened. so many lies. i don’t do lies. it seems like my counterpart liked the fact that i let him get away with so much “out of love” that he thought he would get away with what he has been doing with other people. i can’t forgive that. it’s one of the boundaries i had set with him early on. don’t lie and don’t cheat. he did both. so i don’t know what to do right now. it’s a place that i thought i would be in.

the 21st of december 2022, is a day of great change on so many levels but i am not even in a place to manifest anything that i want. i had a plan for myself, an expectation and now i just feel this dark blob of hatred. was this how it was always supposed to go? my twin would do something that i could never forgive him for so that we don’t get into union, even though all my guides say we do. it’s seriously doing my head in. i’ve given up on that part of the journey and am looking at other aspects of my life to focus on. i can do it on my own. can’t i? i’ve done so much already on my own (with my guides!) but i’ve worked so hard. what i am most mad, angry, pissed about is the level of perception he tried to do with me! the situation filters in to remind me about what he did that i remember the hate and the disappointment. i then feel all his thoughts and the emotions of guilt that i will not take on and tranmute for him. i will not be helping him with that.

i’m writing this because i don’t have someone i can talk to about this. my guides can only say “it’s going to all work out! you just watch!” but the inside of me is silently screaming and imaging inflicting the worst pain on my twin flame.

The insanity of the twin flame journey is real. i just wish i had someone to talk to who i could trust with the worst parts of it.

Thanks for listening.

Karmic, Evil Eyes and Curses

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Hi Everyone!

Sometimes I wonder why I keep helping people the way I do and then I remind myself, this whole thing was orchestrated by my higher self before I was born. But I just got to say…it still kind of sucks!

It all started when a person came into my DMs after seeing what I had written in a group chat for twin flames.

As things like this go, I thought, “Oh cool! Someone interesting to talk to.”

But like most things, this situation was another lesson. I was going to learn some hard lessons about myself and even have to do some major clearing for me and my twin flame, which I have found out that we aren’t connected with healing anymore. These new energies have decided that we are individual beings now and our healing is our to do…whenever…

Anyway, this person that started talking to I was OK speaking to at first and then some things started to “RING” in my head as being concerning.

Now, the one thing that I have learned on my journey is that EVERYONE has something they need to clear in this life time. It’s why we are here.

This person said they had NOTHING to clear and that set my alarm bells off. But like these things go I was drawn in to speak to her. It was like your bad co-dependent relationship.

I had wondered most days exactly why this was happening again. I was seeing a lot of the same similarities that I had experienced with another of my soul family and it got me to questioning.

I asked her after about of month of talking, when I had finally gotten fed up with her wishy washy, just “feel good” all the time attitude…I wondered again if it really was true and that we didn’t have to feel our traumas to get to a lighter vibration. But there was something in me that was egging on that I needed to express the truth of this journey as being a F@CKING challenge.

That was the one thing that also alerted me to the “danger” factor of this interaction. This person ignored my situation and wanted me to gloss over the fact that I was feeling horribly. This person, it should be noted, did not have any tools with how to deal with the darker stuff of ascension.

We argued as these things go and I felt it so securely in my gut that this person “guides” were negative lizard people. Of course again, this fact was glossed over.

This had shown me again just how easy these kinds of people can gaslight you. So be careful and watch for the warning signs. I am super glad that I had already experienced this situation before so that I could be the one to stop it in its tracks a lot sooner.

This person ended up saying to me, “I love you and I’m here if you need to talk.” The absolute gaslighter here!

I am not resentful…it may not read that way…but I’m not. Sometimes I get mad 😡 like now and think about how I can get back on track on my journey…this was a detour I wasn’t expecting, nor wanted. But it happened.

What get’s me now is that her and her guides are doing everything in their power to send me the evil eye, curses and mess with my energies to manifest anything I need in my life right now. Just because I chose to use my free will and speech to oust this person on IG. That’s my right to do so. I left out any specifics and just talked in generals but still. I am trying to get their evil eye off me.

This behaviour also cements for me that this persons guides are not of the light. I did try to warn her several times of this fact. I even ignored for a month that I was slowly losing touch with my guides, even though they told me that they were watching over me to see if anything that wasn’t for me highest good was going to happen so that they could intervene.

This was an absolute mess. I couldn’t channel properly for a while because I couldn’t hear my guides. They’re back though. And now I’m blogging my experience while tiny needles are being poked and sent into my body. That’s another red flag.

If anyone knows how to get evil eye, curses and fix abundance blocks please let me know. I need all the help I can get. I am doing some stuff but I am still seeing this person projected in my minds eyes as I do these clearings.

Anyway, thanks for listening…and bathe yourself in light after reading. I’m sorry if you feel attacked after reading this. It is never my intention.

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*I call and request true source of love and light, the CREATOR of all that is and true source of love and light Archangel Michael to please keep all people of the light who read my blog post safe and protected. Please clear away any negative energies of any kind so that they stay safe and well. Thank you. In true source of love and light and true source of love and light Ascended Master Jesus Christs name I pray this is true and so it is, IT IS DONE!*

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Orgone Pyramids? I trashed mine!

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Sorry for the “click bate” headline, if it is even that, but I have to talk about this as crystal shops are still selling these dreadful things in their stores.

I first bought my very orgone pyramid on the suggestion of a friend of mine. They said it transmuted WIFI energy and cleared other negative stuff out from around us. I was sold! Because years ago I was dealing with negative interference every single day that I needed something to help me shift all of that stuff away from me. But suffice it to say, IT DID NOT WORK!

I didn’t know about the rules with orgone pyramids…I wish I did. If I did I would never have bought one.

I used to sleep with mine. I put it on my chest because I figured that it would keep the negative interference away from me.

It did not! It brought WAY more of it too me. I had the weirdest dreams and the worst nightmares since when I was a child and had these weird alien spaceship dreams after seeing the first INDEPENDENCE DAY (the version with Will Smith) movie.

I tried to put the orgone pyramid in another place in my house. A place that was at least twenty feet away from my bedroom.

The dreams stopped. Thank goodness. But whenever I was within the 20 feet of the orgone pyramid I felt tiny little needles all over my body stabbing me.

I didn’t know why that was happening, but it always seemed to get worse the closer I got to the orgone pyramid.

I should say that I have not used any other orgone items and I don’t think I ever will.

It scares me that some crystal sellers are making those bigger ones than the normal sized pyramids. Like…how much negative interference do you want to attract to you?!

Before anyone here comments about how I should of blessed it, set my intentions and programmed it to do what I needed, I just have to add…I did all of that. I saged, I used palo santo and I even stuck it under the tap and used water to cleanse it and salt water. None of which actually did SH*T! Nope! Nada! Null! Nothing I did that is suggested worked for me.

So do you feel any of those needles crawling all over your skin when you have an orgone pyramid around? Anyone else or was it just me?

I tried telling my friend my experience and they just chalked it off that I didn’t cleanse the pyramid properly.

This friend bought those little orgone pyramids and put them around her house. They told me they felt loads better but I have to tell the truth, their behaviour changed. She was more short tempered, argumentative and ignored my opinion. If I wasn’t agreeing with her, I was wrong. And I didn’t have that experience with them before they got these pyramids.

I put my first orgone pyramid in the bin and waited for the bin collectors to take it to the rubbish pit.

You want to know what happened then? The constant needles along my skin, the short temper and quick rise in anger I experienced with orgone pyramids was GONE! Bye! Bye! I was free and my emotions leveled out.

The second time I got an orgone pyramid my experience was pretty much the same and I anticipated this and kept it as far away from me as I could. But my family kept shifting it back even closer to me so then I would start to feel the effects.

One night I was doing an assignment for university and started to psychically tap into conversations I probably wasn’t supposed to.

I was tapping to negative ET conversations about how they were going to attack me and keep me “under”. That was the last straw really…

At this point they were driving me crazy up the wall that I just had to do what I had to do!

I stuck that mofo into the rubbish bin and wheeled it like forty metres away from my house.

I am not joking. It was late and I was cold but I just had to get it away from me. It was a waste of my money and it was a waste of having to do extra protections because I was hearing a lot of stuff that I didn’t want to be hearing.

I told my friend my experience again and still they haven’t gotten rid of those stupid pyramids. I mean they are a direct link away from Source, the Creator of all that is. Of unconditionally loving light…

What is funny is that now this friends temper is hard to deal with and is really toxic. We don’t talk and they don’t believe that orgone pyramids actually do this. Well it’s been my experience.

There are other ways to clear WIFI energy, I don’t know…maybe….being the POWERFUL CREATORS that we are…we could harness it and channel it into more positive endeavours…What do you think? Anything is possible 🙂

*This post is soully based on my own personal experience.

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Have a great awakening! 🙂

Inspiration Post for 11 March 2021

by Christine, posted in Spiritual Information

YOU ARE STRONGER THAN YOU KNOW

The lowest moments we have in life can help us to know who we truly are.

Our strength is always there, deep within us but as we first live this life we don’t know who that is. So, we go through life experience to get us to the person we were always meant to be.

What kind of person are you now? When you look back on your life and all that you have done, what has changed and what has stayed the same?

What makes you proud to be who you are in this present moment?

There is so much that you have to be proud of and be grateful for. All that makes you YOU is because of the life you have experienced.

Understanding this means that you have the power to create your reality. Your experiences have taught you all you need to know. You experience what you want and what you don’t want in this life, maybe even work out anything past life karma or issues. The same goes with what you want to manifest in your life. The active part you have in the creation of your own reality.

When we know what we want and don’t want, we can focus on what it is we are meant to be creating. When we have healed our wounds, and enough of them, we can feel what we are supposed to be in this life. Whether you are a light worker, star seed or twin flame and you have a soul mission or you are on the verge of discovering your life purpose…our life experience can lead us to where we were always meant to be.

But those who listen to their soul at a much earlier age can feel what they are supposed to be doing quite easily. You can feel that internal nudge in a certain direction. You can feel that unexplainable pull. It’s your purpose calling out to you. It is only when we experience our experiences with the wrong kinds of people that we can sometimes lose touch with our own inner truth.

When you discover your purpose being a light worker, you will be tested every single day that you are on earth. It’s not an easy path to be on. But know that you are not alone and that we all go through the same kinds of things on this journey.

As you discover your life purpose and soul mission as a light worker here on earth know that the you are going to be stopped at every turn. People are not going to trust your personal truth. They will try and stop you at every turn but you need to trust your own instincts and your LIGHT. Especially, as time goes on and you know that there is a darker force trying to silence you. Not matter what happens…

STAY IN YOUR LIGHT.

Light workers, star seeds and twin flames, those seasoned here on earth and who were the first to awaken, will always keep telling you to STAY IN YOUR LIGHT. It’s what our higher dimensional brothers and sisters would also say.

STAYING IN YOUR LIGHT means staying in unconditional love for others and yourself. I feel like sometimes we forget to give the love that we give to others to ourselves.

This isn’t about “self-love” or any other “new age” carp. It’s about giving yourself the respect you deserve and the love you know deep down you deserve to have. As everyone does. Human beings deserve love and you deserve to thrive in this great world we live in and not just work the 9-5 lifestyle where we are beholden to living for minimum wage and just hope that one day things will change.

It doesn’t work like that. It never has and it never will. The hope you have that someone is going to change your life for you is never going to happen. They can’t save you if they themselves are stuck in a paradigm that is exactly like yours. No, you can only change and start changing your reality when you actually want that change. You have FREE WILL. You can make your own choices up! You can take back your power and start living the life you really want to be living. It you change it. This life is all about you and your experiences and how you can shape the world, your reality and bring even more light to it.

We need more light. We need more love. And that is slowly changing in our world. Light workers are fighting the good fight! Keep going! Work your light! And encourage others to do that same. You spark the light in others by just being in your light.

So in your low moments of healing, in low vibration and when things aren’t going your way, know just how strong you truly are and how powerful you really are. And know if you are being attacked or forced to stop what you are doing when you are working your light, know that you are on the right track.

Crystal Skull Consciousness

by Christine, posted in Spiritual Information

Crystal Skull Consciousness

What I have been seeing a lot lately is a lot of crystal skulls around in peoples shops. But what bothers me is that all the crystal skulls I have asked through the pictures I have seen, most of them, if not all of them, do not want to be carved into a skull.

You see your crystals have a consciousness and with that consciousness we can communicate with them. But not every carved crystal you see on Etsy, in stores, at market stalls actually wanted to be a carved crystal. Skulls are higher dimensional crystals. The crystal skulls that were always meant to be skulls have a higher consciousness and awareness with the spiritual energy around them. They have been working this consciousness for eons and many crystal skulls have a higher purpose to aid individual light workers here on earth.

The crystal skulls that were never meant to be skulls don’t have enough of the spiritual power or energy to do lifetimes of work. This is because their purpose has been altered. They lose heart and don’t want to be a crystal skulls any longer. This is were most of them become decorative.

Crystal skulls have a higher purpose if you can get a skull that was always meant to be one. Otherwise, as time goes on, what you will be left with is a crystal that is shaped like a skull. The skull will have a lower consciousness and let go of its spiritual energy which will then make it an useless object. It will just be a rock on your mantle, on your table surrounded by other crystals.

Archangel Raphael Activation – 7/12/2020

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I am true source of love and light Archangel Raphael and I come to you all today with another activation to help light the loads of what is happening to all of you and your crystalline body.

Remember that you have control of what happens in your own body and if after hearing this you disagree with what is said all you need to do is cancel, clear and delete it. It will automatically clear from you and will do nothing but fade into light. So, sit back and relax as you listen to this activation. You do not have to repeat anything but YES or AHO! At the end.

I activate my kundalini energy that is located at the end of my spine to wake now and lift and move up my body so that I can be at my best and start using the energy that true GOD of love and light has giving me upon my birth.

I activate all of my chakras one by one as this kundalini energy rises upward with in during meditation or when it is meant to. I know that my kundalini energy will not harm me in any way shape of form, and I know the purpose of my kundalini energy and am grateful that it is alive and well within me.

I activate my blood to purify itself of all negative energies, as in nano-technology that has been put in my body from chemtrails or processed poisoned food.

I activate my other dormant DNA of my star seed and galactic origins and hope that I will finally gather all the information that I need for this next step in ascension.

I activate all my cells and ask that they renew and multiple themselves healthily throughout my body making sure that my body rises to his highest state in frequency and proficiency.

I activate my inner knowing that all I do now is for highest good and the highest good for all. I activate my senses and I activate my remembrance of all the spiritual work I do when I am meditating or sleeping.

I activate my ability to choose whether I still live in the old matrix or the new organic matrix of the highest love and light where I know I will thrive and that I choose the New Earth now and forevermore.

I activate my knowledge of the higher energies, unconditional loving energies and all that serves my highest good. I know I walk the path of true source of love and light bringing my gifts and elevating the frequency to higher states wherever I go. I know who I am now and who I will always be. In light and love I prayer this is true. If you wish to activate this than say YES or AHO! Now. It is done. It is done. It is done. And so it is.

I am true source of love and light Archangel Raphael and I thank you for listening.