It’s been trying.

it’s the huge turn of events energetically and i feel like my world is going in another direction. i’m happy about it. but there are things that i have to let go now and i’m not sure if i am ready to do that.

i found out some things about my twin flame that weren’t desirable and i don’t know what to do about that. maybe let that situation go entirely. i don’t think i will be getting into union anytime soon because so much has happened. so many lies. i don’t do lies. it seems like my counterpart liked the fact that i let him get away with so much “out of love” that he thought he would get away with what he has been doing with other people. i can’t forgive that. it’s one of the boundaries i had set with him early on. don’t lie and don’t cheat. he did both. so i don’t know what to do right now. it’s a place that i thought i would be in.

the 21st of december 2022, is a day of great change on so many levels but i am not even in a place to manifest anything that i want. i had a plan for myself, an expectation and now i just feel this dark blob of hatred. was this how it was always supposed to go? my twin would do something that i could never forgive him for so that we don’t get into union, even though all my guides say we do. it’s seriously doing my head in. i’ve given up on that part of the journey and am looking at other aspects of my life to focus on. i can do it on my own. can’t i? i’ve done so much already on my own (with my guides!) but i’ve worked so hard. what i am most mad, angry, pissed about is the level of perception he tried to do with me! the situation filters in to remind me about what he did that i remember the hate and the disappointment. i then feel all his thoughts and the emotions of guilt that i will not take on and tranmute for him. i will not be helping him with that.

i’m writing this because i don’t have someone i can talk to about this. my guides can only say “it’s going to all work out! you just watch!” but the inside of me is silently screaming and imaging inflicting the worst pain on my twin flame.

The insanity of the twin flame journey is real. i just wish i had someone to talk to who i could trust with the worst parts of it.

Thanks for listening.

Karmic, Evil Eyes and Curses

Hi Everyone!

Sometimes I wonder why I keep helping people the way I do and then I remind myself, this whole thing was orchestrated by my higher self before I was born. But I just got to say…it still kind of sucks!

It all started when a person came into my DMs after seeing what I had written in a group chat for twin flames.

As things like this go, I thought, “Oh cool! Someone interesting to talk to.”

But like most things, this situation was another lesson. I was going to learn some hard lessons about myself and even have to do some major clearing for me and my twin flame, which I have found out that we aren’t connected with healing anymore. These new energies have decided that we are individual beings now and our healing is our to do…whenever…

Anyway, this person that started talking to I was OK speaking to at first and then some things started to “RING” in my head as being concerning.

Now, the one thing that I have learned on my journey is that EVERYONE has something they need to clear in this life time. It’s why we are here.

This person said they had NOTHING to clear and that set my alarm bells off. But like these things go I was drawn in to speak to her. It was like your bad co-dependent relationship.

I had wondered most days exactly why this was happening again. I was seeing a lot of the same similarities that I had experienced with another of my soul family and it got me to questioning.

I asked her after about of month of talking, when I had finally gotten fed up with her wishy washy, just “feel good” all the time attitude…I wondered again if it really was true and that we didn’t have to feel our traumas to get to a lighter vibration. But there was something in me that was egging on that I needed to express the truth of this journey as being a F@CKING challenge.

That was the one thing that also alerted me to the “danger” factor of this interaction. This person ignored my situation and wanted me to gloss over the fact that I was feeling horribly. This person, it should be noted, did not have any tools with how to deal with the darker stuff of ascension.

We argued as these things go and I felt it so securely in my gut that this person “guides” were negative lizard people. Of course again, this fact was glossed over.

This had shown me again just how easy these kinds of people can gaslight you. So be careful and watch for the warning signs. I am super glad that I had already experienced this situation before so that I could be the one to stop it in its tracks a lot sooner.

This person ended up saying to me, “I love you and I’m here if you need to talk.” The absolute gaslighter here!

I am not resentful…it may not read that way…but I’m not. Sometimes I get mad 😑 like now and think about how I can get back on track on my journey…this was a detour I wasn’t expecting, nor wanted. But it happened.

What get’s me now is that her and her guides are doing everything in their power to send me the evil eye, curses and mess with my energies to manifest anything I need in my life right now. Just because I chose to use my free will and speech to oust this person on IG. That’s my right to do so. I left out any specifics and just talked in generals but still. I am trying to get their evil eye off me.

This behaviour also cements for me that this persons guides are not of the light. I did try to warn her several times of this fact. I even ignored for a month that I was slowly losing touch with my guides, even though they told me that they were watching over me to see if anything that wasn’t for me highest good was going to happen so that they could intervene.

This was an absolute mess. I couldn’t channel properly for a while because I couldn’t hear my guides. They’re back though. And now I’m blogging my experience while tiny needles are being poked and sent into my body. That’s another red flag.

If anyone knows how to get evil eye, curses and fix abundance blocks please let me know. I need all the help I can get. I am doing some stuff but I am still seeing this person projected in my minds eyes as I do these clearings.

Anyway, thanks for listening…and bathe yourself in light after reading. I’m sorry if you feel attacked after reading this. It is never my intention.

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*I call and request true source of love and light, the CREATOR of all that is and true source of love and light Archangel Michael to please keep all people of the light who read my blog post safe and protected. Please clear away any negative energies of any kind so that they stay safe and well. Thank you. In true source of love and light and true source of love and light Ascended Master Jesus Christs name I pray this is true and so it is, IT IS DONE!*

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Orgone Pyramids? I trashed mine!

Sorry for the “click bate” headline, if it is even that, but I have to talk about this as crystal shops are still selling these dreadful things in their stores.

I first bought my very orgone pyramid on the suggestion of a friend of mine. They said it transmuted WIFI energy and cleared other negative stuff out from around us. I was sold! Because years ago I was dealing with negative interference every single day that I needed something to help me shift all of that stuff away from me. But suffice it to say, IT DID NOT WORK!

I didn’t know about the rules with orgone pyramids…I wish I did. If I did I would never have bought one.

I used to sleep with mine. I put it on my chest because I figured that it would keep the negative interference away from me.

It did not! It brought WAY more of it too me. I had the weirdest dreams and the worst nightmares since when I was a child and had these weird alien spaceship dreams after seeing the first INDEPENDENCE DAY (the version with Will Smith) movie.

I tried to put the orgone pyramid in another place in my house. A place that was at least twenty feet away from my bedroom.

The dreams stopped. Thank goodness. But whenever I was within the 20 feet of the orgone pyramid I felt tiny little needles all over my body stabbing me.

I didn’t know why that was happening, but it always seemed to get worse the closer I got to the orgone pyramid.

I should say that I have not used any other orgone items and I don’t think I ever will.

It scares me that some crystal sellers are making those bigger ones than the normal sized pyramids. Like…how much negative interference do you want to attract to you?!

Before anyone here comments about how I should of blessed it, set my intentions and programmed it to do what I needed, I just have to add…I did all of that. I saged, I used palo santo and I even stuck it under the tap and used water to cleanse it and salt water. None of which actually did SH*T! Nope! Nada! Null! Nothing I did that is suggested worked for me.

So do you feel any of those needles crawling all over your skin when you have an orgone pyramid around? Anyone else or was it just me?

I tried telling my friend my experience and they just chalked it off that I didn’t cleanse the pyramid properly.

This friend bought those little orgone pyramids and put them around her house. They told me they felt loads better but I have to tell the truth, their behaviour changed. She was more short tempered, argumentative and ignored my opinion. If I wasn’t agreeing with her, I was wrong. And I didn’t have that experience with them before they got these pyramids.

I put my first orgone pyramid in the bin and waited for the bin collectors to take it to the rubbish pit.

You want to know what happened then? The constant needles along my skin, the short temper and quick rise in anger I experienced with orgone pyramids was GONE! Bye! Bye! I was free and my emotions leveled out.

The second time I got an orgone pyramid my experience was pretty much the same and I anticipated this and kept it as far away from me as I could. But my family kept shifting it back even closer to me so then I would start to feel the effects.

One night I was doing an assignment for university and started to psychically tap into conversations I probably wasn’t supposed to.

I was tapping to negative ET conversations about how they were going to attack me and keep me “under”. That was the last straw really…

At this point they were driving me crazy up the wall that I just had to do what I had to do!

I stuck that mofo into the rubbish bin and wheeled it like forty metres away from my house.

I am not joking. It was late and I was cold but I just had to get it away from me. It was a waste of my money and it was a waste of having to do extra protections because I was hearing a lot of stuff that I didn’t want to be hearing.

I told my friend my experience again and still they haven’t gotten rid of those stupid pyramids. I mean they are a direct link away from Source, the Creator of all that is. Of unconditionally loving light…

What is funny is that now this friends temper is hard to deal with and is really toxic. We don’t talk and they don’t believe that orgone pyramids actually do this. Well it’s been my experience.

There are other ways to clear WIFI energy, I don’t know…maybe….being the POWERFUL CREATORS that we are…we could harness it and channel it into more positive endeavours…What do you think? Anything is possible πŸ™‚

*This post is soully based on my own personal experience.

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Have a great awakening! πŸ™‚

Archangel Raphael Activation – 7/12/2020

I am true source of love and light Archangel Raphael and I come to you all today with another activation to help light the loads of what is happening to all of you and your crystalline body.

Remember that you have control of what happens in your own body and if after hearing this you disagree with what is said all you need to do is cancel, clear and delete it. It will automatically clear from you and will do nothing but fade into light. So, sit back and relax as you listen to this activation. You do not have to repeat anything but YES or AHO! At the end.

I activate my kundalini energy that is located at the end of my spine to wake now and lift and move up my body so that I can be at my best and start using the energy that true GOD of love and light has giving me upon my birth.

I activate all of my chakras one by one as this kundalini energy rises upward with in during meditation or when it is meant to. I know that my kundalini energy will not harm me in any way shape of form, and I know the purpose of my kundalini energy and am grateful that it is alive and well within me.

I activate my blood to purify itself of all negative energies, as in nano-technology that has been put in my body from chemtrails or processed poisoned food.

I activate my other dormant DNA of my star seed and galactic origins and hope that I will finally gather all the information that I need for this next step in ascension.

I activate all my cells and ask that they renew and multiple themselves healthily throughout my body making sure that my body rises to his highest state in frequency and proficiency.

I activate my inner knowing that all I do now is for highest good and the highest good for all. I activate my senses and I activate my remembrance of all the spiritual work I do when I am meditating or sleeping.

I activate my ability to choose whether I still live in the old matrix or the new organic matrix of the highest love and light where I know I will thrive and that I choose the New Earth now and forevermore.

I activate my knowledge of the higher energies, unconditional loving energies and all that serves my highest good. I know I walk the path of true source of love and light bringing my gifts and elevating the frequency to higher states wherever I go. I know who I am now and who I will always be. In light and love I prayer this is true. If you wish to activate this than say YES or AHO! Now. It is done. It is done. It is done. And so it is.

I am true source of love and light Archangel Raphael and I thank you for listening.

Archangel Gabriel Channelled Messages – 7/12/2020

I am true source of love and Archangel Gabriel and I come with a message of hope to all the lightworkers, star seeds and twin flames on earth. What you have all been working towards is coming to light. All the darkness that you have been fighting for eons now is coming out into the open. A lot more will becoming out as the truth is finally set free and more of the Earths and Gaia people will be waking up to the truth.

This means that the dark forces have no way of knowing how long they are going to be allowed to live on earth and this goes for humans who are still in league with them. Those without a soul who have human bodies will find that there is no way that they can hold as much light that is coming to earth and this will drive them crazy. They will eventually do things that makes it hard to believe that they were once human.

A lot of these kinds of people will start showing their cracks and as more and more people see what is going on the more that these cracks will start to get wider and wider until the falseness that they are will not be able to hide here on earth anymore. The earth can no longer hold such falseness and it will drive these people to insanity as they do not know why this is happening.

They have no soul, it has been taken from them. This means that they can not feel what it means to be human and that what is happening around them is quite natural. So, breathe young ones of earth and let the false ones come out on their own. Their masks will fall and fall off their faces quickly and those they have charmed in this life will be no more on their side then you are. So, stand in your light and really delve deeply into the messes that are within you so that can finally be clear of all of this negativity and falseness.

I am true source of love and light Archangel Gabriel and I thank you all for listening to my message.

Archangel Michael Channelled Message – 7/12/2020

I am true source of love and light archangel Michael and I am here to talk to you all today about the energies coming through to earth. We are still experiencing a purging of the energies as we speak and more is going to continue to come up to be cleared.

It is important to stay on top of this as much as possible as it can sneak up on you whether you want it to or not. What is clearing is a lot of the old stuff that you have been holding onto in your DNA for eons now, since the time of Lemuria and for it to finally be released a lot of you need to be brave and let it all go.

Take a moment during your days to assess your emotions as they come up and don’t ignore them. If you find yourself to be 3D busy, write down the emotions that come up to be later looked at and then cleared, but don’t just write them down and forget them.

These negative energies need to be clear from the body no matter what. So go and do that work. It is important that you do so that when you start ascending into higher energies, you won’t be processing and living in energies that are negative in nature. It will take a lot out of you if your body has to continue to process two different energies at once. It can cause real havoc on your bodies.

The bodies are moving in more crystalline states and how this works is that it needs to renew energy all the time. It can not do that if the person is still holding onto the old. You will have a difficult time ascending if you continue to live from that state. There is more to life than that. We as light beings have to come to a stage where we stop fighting and warring with ourselves.

To become the light beings you were always meant to be it is time to stop pausing and holding onto the negative stuff as a safety and fully purge and let it all go. It is not serving you any longer and it is actually hindering you from your fullest potential. Aren’t you all tired of being held back like you have been? Isn’t now the right time to stand fully in your light?

Do not take these next few weeks lightly for it is said to be the most difficult in your ascension at this time. As soon as you all cross over the 21st of December threshold everything you have ever known has changed and changed for the good.

It is time to start believing that you deserve this to. Because you all do. It is time to become the highest versions of yourself that is humanly possible and that is your highest selves. That is what you came here to do. To embody the light that you are into a physical form and raise the vibration of Gaia so that the dark forces can no longer cause havoc here. That is the truth of the matter and all of you are experiencing different symptoms that you need to take note of. Some of you will be extremely hot all the time, while others of you will be extremely cold and that has something to do with how well each of you have prepared your body for this part of the ascension journey.

The coldness means that the process to crystalline body is a lot easy if you are instead experiencing the opposite or becoming extremely hot. All is supposed to lead to the same place in the end and you are all moving to the exact same place and that is a kind of Eden on earth, as it was always supposed to be. Do not fret overmuch about what is happening.

If you have questions that you would like answered than do call on us and make sure you set strong protections around you and know who you are talking to. That is extremely important right. Some of you are still being tricked by dark forces and that is okay, but it is time to wake up and see the truth behind the fail. I am true source of love and light Archangel Michael and I thank you all for listening to this message.

Arcturian Galactics Channelled Messages – 30/11/2020

We are the true source of love and light Arcturian Galactics beings of light and we thank you for listening to our messages.

The light is winning. You can not see it from your point of view, but the light has already won and the fights we had experienced up here on a daily basis are fewer and farther between. The dark have lost and they are not too happy about it.

They will try to make you see that all is lost. The same kind of message they had for you all for eons of your lives here on earth. But each and everyone of you is stronger than you know and you just have to keep working and working your light to get to where you want to be.

After the 21st of December of 2020, you will notice how quickly your energy increases. You will feel more sensitive to everything than you ever have before. You will see that all that you control in your life is based on your frequency and because of this a lot of you will start to work a little harder to stay in a higher state of frequency.

You will notice when you drop down even just a little bit will affect how you receive all your abundance. Once you get used to this new found knowledge it will get easier for you to discover how you shape and control your own destiny.

Everything at this stage is up to you all. You have free will and can work your light in any way that you imagine.

Everything that you need is provided for before you even make the request to the universe to send it to you.

So drop the airs and the wants and the ego and let the universe work in your favour by you just being in a higher frequency.

There is not much else to it. You attract what you believe you are allowed and deserve to have. So keep that in mind when you are trying to attract more abundance to you.

You are in control. That is the truth.

We are the true source of love and light Arcturian Galactics and we thank you for listening to our message.