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Archangel Uriel Channelled Messages – 30/11/2020

by Christine, posted in Uncategorized

I am true source of love and light Archangel Uriel and I thank the people of earth for listening to my message. The people of earth are moving into a new world, into a knew love-based world much like Lemuria.

We are grateful that you all are starting to see what is to come and are striving for the better world we have all talked about for so long. We thank you all for continuing with this fight but it not over yet.

The more sensitive of you will see that the frequencies on earth have changed. You will feel a lot attacked by negative energies and those that are wont seem so scared by what is happening to them because innately or subconsciously they know the dark energies are no longer allowed here. They will be easily cleared from the earth as soon as someone calls us to clear that energy away. But to do so you have to get out of the lower frequency they were trying to drag you to. So start thinking thoughts of love and gratitude and watch as they try to fight you for supremacy.

You are currently stronger then them and are moving into a frequency they can no longer touch you. Those of you who are not ready to move into the new frequencies out of fear of what is going to be in your future will stay in these 4D energies a little longer until you can trust the universe will catch you. You will not fall like they are trying to convince you of. You are safe and safer in the new energies that are coming in. so embrace what is coming and go forward in the knowledge that you are exactly where you need to be. All that want to ascend will and that fear what is happening will linger in a frequency that is no longer serving them. But you will all ascend. That is the promise we made when you came to earth. All human and beings on earth will ascend to the 5th dimension and then you will all start seeing the miracles you were always meant to experience.

We thank you so much for continuing to work your light.

I am true source of love and light Archangel Uriel and I thank you for listening.

Archangel Michael Channelled Messages – 30/11/2020

by Christine, posted in Uncategorized

I am true source of love and light Archangel Michael here today to talk to you all about the energies that are coming into the new year.

You can expect a lot of new waves of energy coming to earth that will quickly ascend a lot of you further forward on your path. Breathe deeply when this happens and go out in nature so that you can integrate them into your being.

What is going to happen in the next few months will have everyone astonished. A lot of new things will be able to do on your earth that has never been done before. Attracting what you want will be a lot easier and the spiritual community will finally start the steps of becoming an energy that is normalised on earth.

This does not include religion in the aspect of spirituality and the more people who awaken the more will see that religion was not what they were looking for and will instead gravitate to a whole new way of living.

The world is changing now for the better. A lot of the dark ones who lived on earth can not stand the frequency they are currently living in and have tried to take their own lives. They can not live on earth the more the frequencies get higher and higher. They can only leave it.

As we move into 5D from 4D, the changes will be immense for them and we will start seeing them make mistakes on the public stage. This will cause another mass awakening of all those people who have been too scared and frightened to see the truth. That is okay, there is nothing wrong with that. But if someone is asking for help then we should all give them a hand as we all know how hard it is to awaken from a life time of having being living under control.

A lot of mistakes made by the governments of all your people will be coming into the light and the travesties that you are all experiencing will put a lot of your world leaders on notice. Once that happens all of their dirty laundry and underhanded healings will come to light. The news will have no other choice but to report it. There will be no choice because the world will be expecting it. The people will know the truth and will call the politicians on their lies and than the politicians will have no other choice but to fold and admit defeat.

That is all they can do now. The lies they tell the people will no longer resonate with the people and they will know an untruth when they hear it. There psychic abilities will begin to activate and come online after so many years of being shut off.

The people of earth will find that the food they used to eat to not be resonate with who they are. This will help them all to get clarity on what they are being shown and will help them to discover the truth. New healthy food stores and places to eat will start showing up in the future with a focus on organic and clean eating all around. This doesn’t mean that meat will be off the menu entirely, it just means a lot of restaurants will be more consciously aware of what is going on in their industry.

Most people by this time will make the choice to go vegetarian because their bodies will no longer be able to handle the density of meat and that is okay. Other plant based options that are the healthiest yet will be created to fill a void in the food industry. The consciousness of people means that they will learn, adapt and grow into new ways of selling food and all that we have to do is change ourselves for this to start taking place. They will have to move with the changing frequency to keep up, or a lot of business will go out of business.

There is a lot coming to earth in the next few years, a lot of good will happen, a lot of change will happen. Keep fighting the good fight light workers, star seeds and twin flames of earth. All will be right for you all really soon. Keep the trust and faith going. I am true source of love and light archangel Michael and I thank you for listening to my message.

Archangel Raphael Activation – Channelled on the 30th of November 2020

by Christine, posted in Uncategorized

I am true source of love and light archangel Raphael and I come to you all today with a message of light and healing for the collective. Now this is an activation, and it is up to you all if you would like this activation of not. If not just keep going and look in another place for your spiritual message. The message and activation I have to offer is for people who want to quickly ascend through any dark energies to get clarity and a reprieve from what is going on. It is not a fix all, but it is going to help you all navigate through the next through months.

I activate my soul star chakra and my higher chakras above me in the higher realms to help me achieve the highest vibration that I can. I activate my ability to integrate all source light that is needed to make my body to the crystalline form that it was always meant to be. I activate my innate Lemurian knowledge of centuries past and apply to my everyday life here on earth. I activate all the DNA and cells in my body that I need to ascend in this life and get to where I need to be.

I activate my crown chakra to its highest frequency and light. I activate the portal to see into the higher realms and the seal within my crown chakra to open and spin in the correct direction that will help fuel me with true source of love and light energies. I activate my clairvoyance abilities to its highest and that I will only receive the clearest of light message from source and my true source and love and light guides.

I activate my third eye chakra, to open to its maximum and to spin in the correct direction that means it is working at its highest frequency and light potential. I activate my ability to see all that I need to, the truth in everything that I see or that is shown to me on a daily basis. I activate my innate discernment and know that my true source of love and light highest higher self will guide me no matter what. I activate my ability to see through dimension, to use my imagination to see the light that I want to create in this New Earth. I set the intention that all good things that I imagine will come to pass and that I need to let go of the old things for them to come to pass.

I activate my throat chakra for light language. I activate my innate knowing of light language. I activate that knowledge to use it for myself and others for their highest good and my highest good. I activate my inner voice to speak truth at all times in love and light and to speak my truth at all time in love and light. I know my boundaries and know where I stand with others and respect and know their boundaries as well.

I activate my higher heart chakra to open to its fullest capacity of love and light and turn at the speed and frequency that it is supposed to. I activate the innate knowledge of the higher heart chakra and all that entails. I activate my innate ability that has long since been forgotten to love unconditional those that are around me and the world. I activate my innate knowledge of what it is like to live from a place of true source of love and light and unconditional love for all. I see people through the eyes of love and nothing else. I see their soul and who they truly are in all their lives and understand and know why we are all here on Earth for this time in ascension.

I activate my heart chakra, to live in love and move through life with love to the highest frequency. I attract all good things to me no matter what it is I know that it is here for my highest good and I can move into the flow of that highest good. I attract all the abundance I require from my innate knowledge of the law of attraction and I am grateful for all that I receive in the highest light and frequency and do not judge other in what they receive. I look through the eyes of love to all beings, animal, human, trees and water. I see all that is connected with the other and I strive to live in the way of the flow of all things and the universe.

I activate my solar plexus chakra so that I can move with confidence into the next stage of my life. I know and have confidence in my abilities no matter what they are in this life. I know exactly where I am meant to be and whom I am meant to be with. I understand that I move through life with a higher purpose that I am travelling in this world to accomplish for my highest good and because of that it will be for the highest good of all.

I activate my sacral chakra, the creativity that is within me and know that my sexual energy is a gift and something sacred to share with a vibrational physical match. I know that sexual energy is to be shared with love and abundance and that it has no end and is infinite. I know that my sexual energy and creativity is protected by true source of love and light guides no matter where I am in the world, there is nothing that can stop me from accomplishing all that I plan to do here in this life. I activate my abundance and know that creativity and sexual energy is going to get me to where I need to be if I use it will love and set the intention to use it with love no matter what I am doing in this life. 

I activate my root chakra, the stability of the earth is all around me and I know I am spiritually, physically, mentally, psychically safe in this life no matter where I am in the world. I activate my knowledge of grounding and how to do that based on my own intuition and what I innately know and have always done. I activate my knowledge of nature and that comes to me from it, from the wind, animal, and the waters. I am connected to all things in nature and nature speaks to me if I only have the moment to really listen. I get all my ascension cue from nature.

I activate all my clairs that I need in this life to live out my life purpose and soul mission no matter where I am in the world. I know that I am safe no matter what psychic abilities I am using as I use them for the highest good of all. I can and will always see through to the truth and there is no being that can trick me as I listen to my clear intuition and know the truth when I experience any interaction with someone.

I activate my clear sight, clear knowing and clear feeling to be at its strongest from now on.

That is all for now. If you wish to download all of these activations, say yes out loud, like and share this for all to view.

I am true source of love and light Archangel Raphael and I thank you all for listening.

Channelled Messages from the Arcturian Galactics – 29/11/2020

by Christine, posted in Uncategorized
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We are the true source of love and light Arcturian Galactics and we are back again with another message, ( do this as a separate video Christine), the light is winning in love and that is all there is to it. You have all worked hard to get to where you are right now and there is no going back. We are all going to the light and being the light and the beings, we were always meant to be.

The earth is going into a new paradigm, a shift into the wonders that you have only dreamt about. This is a dimension where no evil can inhabit. They will not survive on a planet that is moving totally into unconditional love. They were never to fully stay here anyway. Planet earth was always meant to be a planet of love and light.

You will notice that a lot of the old ways, old habits that you found solace in are now starting to feel less energetically like you. You will start to create more high vibrational habits. See when all you want to do is watch movies all day, now you are looking in habits that go along more with your soul and that is what was always meant to be.

Entertainment is good for people. It helps to expand the imagination and encourage thinking outside of the box. You will start to see that the old movies, the ones with violence and darker themes doesn’t quite interest many of you now. You are moving into an awareness where this sort of media no longer interests you. You will find a lot of that stuff that you are used to viewing fall away from what you have always done.

It is the way of the new dimension. You will be looking for media that is a vibrational match to you now. You will be looking for things that bring in more good and high vibrations. So don’t be discouraged if you are not finding the things you are wanting right now. On one hand that is good. It means that you can start to look within and ask yourselves what you are truly wanting in life and when you move into this new life.

You see, you will be able to pick and choose anything that your soul wishes for you to choose, so start listening. Don’t ignore what is to come. Don’t ignore what is coming through your soul. Start listening to all the niggling feelings and the tiny messages that are coming your way. Your soul has a lot for you to take notice of. If you don’t sit in silence from time to time you will miss what is supposed to come through for you at this time.

Your guides are sitting in the higher realms as we speak trying to figure out the best way to get certain messages to you that will make you listen to them. Most of you are used to ignoring what is coming through, for fear that it is negative interference. But with that you still have to use your intuition. You attract to you what you think.

Most of you are still purging a lot of past karma patterns, past lives, karma in this life and bad situations and you will feel that a lot on your body. It will feel like crawling sensations on your body. This just means that you have to purge what is coming through. If you don’t let it go than it is going to hang onto you like bad sludge. So take a moment through your day to let the past go and purge, no matter what way you have to do that. Screaming, crying, coughing, writing it all out…whatever sparks that thing in you to force you to let it go…do it. You can’t take it with you. The past that we’ve all known doesn’t have a place in the 5th dimension. We are all starting a new era on earth.

So above, so below. Remember that when you start to lose your way. We are all already living in the higher dimensions together with your higher selves, it is now time to start integrating your light body into this physical form more. It will take years for the light body to fully be integrated into the human form but when it does, the difference will be so magnificent that you will want to know what took you so long to start making these changes.

You will start to feel like your body is grating against something that you can no longer put your finger on. It will be hard to describe and you will need to know what it is because you will feel like you are go crazy for no reason, or will be agitated for no reason as you begin to integrate more light into your body right now.

This is the way of this ascension as it is right now. Stay vigilant and stay in your light as much as you can. Know what you want and what calls out to your soul and go for it. Twin flames especially, you need to stay in your light and power and don’t sway from what you are meant to do. You all know, as light workers and star seeds on Earth what you are meant to be doing. So start doing. There is no time like the present and if you trust the universe and true source of love and light, who knows what will happen. All good things happen to those who trust.

We are the true source of love and light Arcturian Galactics and we thank you all for listening to our messages.

Channelled Messages from the Arcturians Galactics – 26/11/2020

by Christine, posted in Uncategorized
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So many things need to happening on earth for you all to move into the next stages of ascension and while we don’t have all the answers for you we have some that might help you continue the fight that you are all going to be doing in the coming weeks.

We are the true source of love and light Arcturian Galactics here today to talk to the collective about the changes that are coming through until the end of December into the new year. A lot is happening young ones of earth, but it is all going according to divine timing. Everything is going to feel like it is happening at once and it will be.

A lot is shifting on earth as we speak, and many more unawakened souls are now awakening. The time is coming close to a full awakening of earth where all of the world leaders will have to come under scrutiny for all the crimes they have committed on earth.

Notice how certain world leaders are no where to be found. That is because they are in hiding. Where did they go? Underground were no one will be able to get to them. But that is not the case. You see a lot they don’t know we do and we know their hiding places.

There is not much they can keep from us now or you the people of earth, the truth is coming out day-by-day and more and more of you are figuring out just exactly what has been hidden from you for so long. It is not the time to be afraid but acknowledge now that you had the wool over your eyes for so long and then step into the truth of everything you are discovering and go from there.

There is nothing to be ashamed of young ones of earth, nothing at all, it is the dark that needs to be ashamed. Although they are less likely to.

We come to you today with a message that the light is winning and the people of earth are where they are all suppose to be. It is your choice whether or not you ascend now or in the next few years. The world has the choice to ascend or not in the coming years.

Each individual has that choice, but know this, that not everyone is meant to ascend the same. The journey is always different because each and everyone of you are going through different stages. So please be loving to the other people around you who are just rising out of the turmoil that is the awakening.

(Now Christine, but write this also for the collective.) When we all finally go through that next portal on the 21st of December 2020 and yes we know your dates…expect to find a lot of changes in your world and in your own private world. The old will finally collapse around you and people will start to find out that the old is no longer working for them.

A lot will want to quit their jobs and find other kinds of employment that will help give them energy instead of draining it from them. You see that is how the world that you knew worked, it was draining everyone of their life force and was supposed to keep everyone in the rat race you call the 9-5. No one that is awakened now moving into this last significant portal is going to want to stay in the rat race.

They will find themselves getting sick more often as their souls are trying to tell them that there is more to life than grinding day in and day out for a pay check. You are all able to make the money you need and want to grow the lives you want. But you can not do that if you are constantly trying to work the old world. For you see, the old world is gone. It is no more.

There are a lot of other things we would like to say about something but feel like if you know too many details it will distract you all from what you should be doing and that is following your heart.

So how you want to make money in the future is an intuitive thing for you and each individual is different. You will make money based on what you are passionate about and nothing else. Soul missions will start to coincide with the life path of people as you will start wanting to merge the two things together.

See duality is no more on earth, it is fading. Your life path and your soul mission are going to be one in the same and it will be up to you how you go about doing that. Not every two things were the same and sometimes life paths and soul mission clashed. Now with them wanting to merge, that is the soul. The soul knows deep down what is going to make you happy so start listening to it.

The more you ignore your soul in this time, especially when moving into this upcoming portal, the more likely you are going to be miserable. We have to move with the changing energies to see exactly what we want in our realities. Attracting is all about vibration, what you want doesn’t apply anymore. You will get things based on your vibration so start taking note.

So if you are wanting to attract more money you must get into the vibration of money and get out of the lack mindset. It is a massive shift for a lot of you. So many of you are used to staying and living the one way that you don’t know anything else.

If you can fully trust in the universe in the way we all start needing you to and trust in true source of love and light to always support you, than you will receive all that you need in this world to do more than just survive it but you will than thrive. And some of you who haven’t had much luck with money will find that your luck is beginning to turn around. Its really that simple, although we acknowledge because of the 3D mindset that not a lot of you could trust that and so you lived from a place of lack for so long.

It is difficult to change that. Its takes time to master but if you believe that you are indeed worthy of abundance that you shall receive it. And young ones of earth, you are all worthy to receive all of that and more.

We come today to advise you and not to lecture but a lot of you are still dwelling in the past. Maybe you think you are not good enough or this is the only thing that you can do to make a go of it in this world, but that’s not true. So let the past go.

To fully move into the next stage of ascension no matter where you are on your journey you have to let the past go.  It is no longer going to serve you where it is so leave it there.

Now the energies are another thing we would like to talk about. A fair few of you are going through a stage where you are purging the last remnants of your past lives. Don’t fight it. The more you do the more you will stay in that low vibration you are currently in. you need to start believing that you are more than your body and encasing.

That the body you have is just the encasing to move around here on earth, but you are much more than that dear souls, you are light or god, of source and you are all magnificent. If you could all just see the light within each and everyone of you that we all see here in the higher realms. Start believing that, please and move into the beings you were all meant to be. You are all light beings on earth and it is time to start living like one.

A man who only thinks about money and how much he can make is not someone who is moving into the new earth, or the new vibration of earth. No, they are stuck in the old paradigm. We don’t want you to be stuck there believing that all you need to be happy is material possessions. Everyone on earth will receive all that they are meant to and more if they can only trust the universe will provide.

To move into the new energies you have to let go of everything. Don’t have an attachment to the outcome of anything. Set your intentions into the universe and then let them go. Go about your days like everything is just going to work for you and they will. The more you practice this mindset the more you will be working from a place of love. That’s what earth is moving into a place of unconditional love for all.

Now, you need to forgive all the situations and people who did you wrong and let go of that outcome. You can not change what happened. It happened. Now you just have to love everything even yourselves when these kinds of situations come up. Take the time to see your own worth and go from there. This is going to be a massive shift in the collective and it will take all of you to get on board.

Now when it comes to meditation, set intention and do it from a place of love. If you try to meditate from any other vibration not much is going to happen. You have to start living from a pure place of love now more than ever because the dimensions you are moving into the rules are changing.

The 5th dimension is a place of love and unconditional love. Nothing else can work within that dimension and if you tried you are not living from that dimension.

We are the true source of love and light Arcturian Galactics and we thank you for listening 🙂

December 21, 2020

by Christine, posted in Uncategorized

Another portal. More change and letting go.

Photo by Aaron Ulsh on Pexels.com

What does that mean for you?

It means if you want to shift into a better world , time line than it is about time that you start making some changes.

What is no longer serving you? Name it! Now get rid of it.

Cleanse, clear and repeat.

I’ve started to clean and to organise. I am seeing my mess, my literal mess with new eyes. I need to clear, clean and not ignore any more of the messes that are around me. It is time to make way for the new. MAKE WAY!

So when you look at your life, what do you and what do you want to get rid of? What do you REALLY want to make way for?

I have been looking at all that I have and everything is old and is not serving me and it definitely doesn’t give me any joy. I am going to have to clean and clear up all the paper, writing pads, books, old clothes and other stuff. I just have to get rid of all of it.

There is this weight on my heart that doesn’t want to seem to lift and no matter how much I try, I can’t seem to raise my vibration any higher than it is.

For that reason, I am fasting. Fruit and vegetables (All raw) and 1 WEEK to see if it is going to change. I will write up my fasting journey as other posts so anyone wanting to get on board and is been putting off change for this whole entire year, than make the decision to change and just DO IT!

I am sick and tired of my own excuses as I have gotten to a place where I am sick and tired of everyone else’s excuses. It may just be the vibration I am currently on, but I also want to be and practice authenticity because lying just grates my teeth.

The 21st December, 2020…is supposed to be the day that we will all be experiencing a HUGE shift in everything. I guess with the need to want to cleanse everything in my house, room, office and more that means that the shift is going to be huge…like ENORMOUS.

I am merely writing this based on what I have watched and my own intuition so…until then it is going to be a hefty ride.

I have also been experiencing weird fights with my family as of late, boundaries are still being crossed where I find myself having to fight tooth and nail to be heard and seen. That gets tiring let me assure you of that…I hope that as I fast the energy starts to change around me it will get better. I am at about 49-51% optimistic about the outcome.

I was going through a healing with seven Arcturian healers where they told me that if I don’t get clear, with fasting etc, that I will still have implants etc in me and will be stuck in 4D when I want to move into 5D. I am not 100% sure if that is real or not, but check in with your guides. It is just something that I have been feeling lately.

The “I have to get clear”…is one of the most persistent mantras that have been going on in my head for months now. I don’t know why it has taken me so long to fight the urge to give up and just do it. I know once that I do that I will have enough energy to keep going. It is all about just ignoring what is going on inside your head and doing what you know you have to do.

It is a challenge. But that is why we are here isn’t it? To fight the dark stuff and to the light or the higher consciousness, thriving stuff in our lives. I just started coughing/choking on that last sentence I just wrote. And as I do, I am still being poked and prodded by icky stuff.

When it is hard, keep going. Minute by minute, hour by hour until its just a habit and by the end of it you may feel the best you have ever felt in your whole life. That is what I am aiming for.

Thanks for reading…

Namaste 🙂

The Narcissistic Empath, The Victim, The Self-Pitier, and the Light Worker

by Christine, posted in Uncategorized

*There are some personal things in this post about suicide, please read to the end before giving out any judgement. Thank you.

There is is a kind of person that I have known for awhile, and no I will not be talking about the person, but my experience of her as a whole.

The title definitely describes the kind of person I am talking about. I am sure that there are more words that can be used to describe her, but the list would be too long to write in the title. It gives you an idea though.

I know that we are all in different parts of the journey here and we are all going to the same place; Source and Ascension. But this person made me realise something.

It was a hard lesson for me to learn and a lot of what I previously believed had been shattered.

I thought we would go on this path together for a very long time. She was one of my closest friends on this journey, but everything started to change as I had started to heal and look closely at my crap.

Now, I don’t really know for sure how much she actually worked on herself and how much she was actually willing to do. But she said that she was constantly working on herself.

She was a hard worker when it came to things in the 3D, but if she had to start her mission work she was reluctant; as we can all get sometimes. But I know I have to do mine. That is not my ego. I can feel this energy within me that is pushing me further and further along this path and I don’t think it is going to stop unless I am at the finish line. I don’t know where that is going to be, maybe when I finally make the move to my next NEW destination and then maybe it will calm down.

But who knows? I have a life path that is making me go forward and I can’t wait around any longer for other people to catch up to me. Again, not ego. This feeling within just won’t shut up. I’m not sure if that is a good thing or not. But that’s what it feels like.

Anyway, I didn’t know how faraway energetically we were getting until one day I started to feel like my voice was being shut down. I could feel my throat chakra being closed up and I just chalked it up to negative energies.

What we don’t realise is that not all negative energies come from negative beings, but also our human friends and family. (Or maybe you do)

I found myself having to quiet my own voice more regularly because she would then shut me down…a lot.

That caused some resentment in me and I didn’t know what to do about it.

What could I do? She was my friend and I thought I was handling it the best way that I could. I was wrong.

We fought. A fair few times. Three times all up. The big fights, not the many small ones leading up to these.

It was all of her reactions that seemed to have the most emotional trigger. The fights would then be put on me as being my fault, but these kinds of things are a two way street.

I found myself apologising for the first fight and being the most remorseful even though it wasn’t entirely my fault.

The second fight, now I don’t even remember most of it. But I ended up getting fed up with her and telling her how I feel only for her to get triggered again and than send me an epically long message and a lot of very hurtful things.

She spoke about how she hoped or wondered why she even told me various things and even suggested that my future daughter, because she had spoken to her higherself, wouldn’t want to be born to me and my twin flame anymore because I was being mean.

I was the one who told her about my daughter because I saw her in a vision with my true twin flame. I saw this vision months before I even told her about it.

Suffice to say, I spent a good half hour in the shower crying about it and having a panic attack from what she said. I haven’t had a panic since I was 18 years old. I am now 31.

In these situations, I feel like what I said to her was long overdue and that if she felt triggered it wasn’t my fault because I stayed as calm as could until I couldn’t stay calm anymore.

I ended up not speaking to her for a good month and half. In that time, she never once took my silence to actually mean I needed time. She kept commenting on my social media posts which until up to this point I chose to ignore her.

I don’t like confrontation with people in general. But when push comes to shove I am quite capable of eviscerating people where they stand with my words. I know that is not healthy and I have been trying to tell other people how I feel when I feel it and the only person I can truly tell how I feel without the judgement or the ridicule is my true twin flame.

He is a bit on my side, but he is older and wiser than me and wants the best for me, so he tells me the truth and how I probably shouldn’t have handled that the way I did. But he loves me so I didn’t take offense to his honesty, which means I have probably grown a fair bit from my old self that would of lashed out irrationally at him and cut all ties.

I heard out what he had to say and told him my side of what happened and he understood, thankfully.

The third time, and the last time that I have spoken to her, she got very upset because she had sent me another low vibrational message that I didn’t read the whole through because I swear to you that I have heard this exact message before just in a different way many, many, many times before.

She was upset with me, as was her right. But she did lash out and if it is possible to get “yelly” over messenger, than that is how I would describe what she was.

I am highly sensitive and not just because I am an Avian star seed and we are usually more sensitive than other star seeds, but I could feel her anger rolling off my phone.

But she didn’t stop what she was doing. And blamed me for my messages in response to have being influenced by negative beings.

However, I know I was being attacked in this time, but negative beings only use what they can from your own emotions that you have either been ignoring or didn’t know was there.

So at this point, I am just reading all the hateful messages and trying to stick up for myself and then I went and told her the truth of it, because you cannot tell her anything without her blowing up at you.

It doesn’t matter that it was your truth and is your truth. It triggered her, so that means it had and has to be wrong. So, because of that, she lashes out.

Whatever was going on with her was a mixture of negative energies influencing her words, anger, self-pity and some other things as well that she hasn’t dealt with and a vibrational state that she doesn’t seem to want to get free of.

What she wanted from me, was sympathy and a pat on the head that told her her emotions were valid and that she could keep going on this way.

She blames everyone for her circumstances, knows she has to do something to get out of them, but doesn’t do anything to change.

At this point, I was getting tired of dealing with her. I didn’t even realise that I was getting sucked back into a cycle that I had been glad for one and half months to be free of.

In this time, we spoke for about a week before I knew I needed to get away from her energetically.

She told me she was suicidal and that you shouldn’t berate someone who was suicidal, but what you have to understand is that she comes in and out of these feelings and doesn’t do anything. She knows she has to be better, do better, start mission, heal herself but she wants the easy fix.

I understand what it is like to be so low myself and manic depressive as well as very suicidal and I still battle with it now but it is less than it was.

I can’t go back there. I can’t even entertain that vibration again because I have lived and I have risen above it and I am trying to make my life better and the way I want it. But she was and I’ve been told by my Mentor/Teacher/Healer that she would bring me down again. Or that was what she was unknowingly doing.

She attacked me with very abusive language and at this point I was done. I told her the truth and that she attracts where her vibration is at and she know this, but has been ignoring it for so long.

She posts a lot of negative minded things on social media and complains a lot about her life wanting sympathy from people. Doing that won’t bring her out of where she is at. And it was not good for me.

She has blocked me on all social media and I am actually grateful for that. I know that is a little selfish but I had just started to get back into music again, but in the time of that week that I was speaking to her, I did not feel, hear or want to play my music.

It was only after I stopped talking to her, that I started to sing again.

That is the Narcissistic Empath. The Victim. The Self-Pitier and The Light Worker all in one.

I know some of you will not agree with what I did because she has said she is suicidal, but when I was suicidal I never told anyone about it. I kept it to myself. And when I did that, I heavily contemplated ended my own life on many occasions.

People who are suicidal don’t tell anyone they are, they just kill themselves. I hope those who are that read this know that they are not alone and to please, please talk to someone about how you feel. Someone who you can trust with what you are saying and to not think you are joking.

This friend has used “I am feeling suicidal” many times but once she works through her emotions she’s ok in the end and can keep going.

It is just her way to seek attention and have some one listen to her moan about the next thing that she feel is unfair.

I feel like she has said this for so long and hasn’t done anything about it because she likes the way it makes her feel to have people come to her rescue. She is currently waiting for her twin flame to come and rescue her from her situation, but he can’t even rescue himself from his own.

I am sorry about talking about the suicide that she was telling me about in a abrupt or insensitive way in this blog post. But I feel like it is attention seeking narcissism. She doesn’t actually want my help, she just wants to bitch.

That gets tiring, if I am honest. I was getting so tired talking to her. That when she blocked me, I was sad for a bit but after awhile I realised one thing. I was FREE.