December 21, 2020

Another portal. More change and letting go.

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What does that mean for you?

It means if you want to shift into a better world , time line than it is about time that you start making some changes.

What is no longer serving you? Name it! Now get rid of it.

Cleanse, clear and repeat.

I’ve started to clean and to organise. I am seeing my mess, my literal mess with new eyes. I need to clear, clean and not ignore any more of the messes that are around me. It is time to make way for the new. MAKE WAY!

So when you look at your life, what do you and what do you want to get rid of? What do you REALLY want to make way for?

I have been looking at all that I have and everything is old and is not serving me and it definitely doesn’t give me any joy. I am going to have to clean and clear up all the paper, writing pads, books, old clothes and other stuff. I just have to get rid of all of it.

There is this weight on my heart that doesn’t want to seem to lift and no matter how much I try, I can’t seem to raise my vibration any higher than it is.

For that reason, I am fasting. Fruit and vegetables (All raw) and 1 WEEK to see if it is going to change. I will write up my fasting journey as other posts so anyone wanting to get on board and is been putting off change for this whole entire year, than make the decision to change and just DO IT!

I am sick and tired of my own excuses as I have gotten to a place where I am sick and tired of everyone else’s excuses. It may just be the vibration I am currently on, but I also want to be and practice authenticity because lying just grates my teeth.

The 21st December, 2020…is supposed to be the day that we will all be experiencing a HUGE shift in everything. I guess with the need to want to cleanse everything in my house, room, office and more that means that the shift is going to be huge…like ENORMOUS.

I am merely writing this based on what I have watched and my own intuition so…until then it is going to be a hefty ride.

I have also been experiencing weird fights with my family as of late, boundaries are still being crossed where I find myself having to fight tooth and nail to be heard and seen. That gets tiring let me assure you of that…I hope that as I fast the energy starts to change around me it will get better. I am at about 49-51% optimistic about the outcome.

I was going through a healing with seven Arcturian healers where they told me that if I don’t get clear, with fasting etc, that I will still have implants etc in me and will be stuck in 4D when I want to move into 5D. I am not 100% sure if that is real or not, but check in with your guides. It is just something that I have been feeling lately.

The “I have to get clear”…is one of the most persistent mantras that have been going on in my head for months now. I don’t know why it has taken me so long to fight the urge to give up and just do it. I know once that I do that I will have enough energy to keep going. It is all about just ignoring what is going on inside your head and doing what you know you have to do.

It is a challenge. But that is why we are here isn’t it? To fight the dark stuff and to the light or the higher consciousness, thriving stuff in our lives. I just started coughing/choking on that last sentence I just wrote. And as I do, I am still being poked and prodded by icky stuff.

When it is hard, keep going. Minute by minute, hour by hour until its just a habit and by the end of it you may feel the best you have ever felt in your whole life. That is what I am aiming for.

Thanks for reading…

Namaste 🙂