If there is too much darkness in the world, be the light!
Tag: twin flames
Inspiration Post for 11 March 2021
YOU ARE STRONGER THAN YOU KNOW
The lowest moments we have in life can help us to know who we truly are.
Our strength is always there, deep within us but as we first live this life we don’t know who that is. So, we go through life experience to get us to the person we were always meant to be.
What kind of person are you now? When you look back on your life and all that you have done, what has changed and what has stayed the same?
What makes you proud to be who you are in this present moment?
There is so much that you have to be proud of and be grateful for. All that makes you YOU is because of the life you have experienced.
Understanding this means that you have the power to create your reality. Your experiences have taught you all you need to know. You experience what you want and what you don’t want in this life, maybe even work out anything past life karma or issues. The same goes with what you want to manifest in your life. The active part you have in the creation of your own reality.
When we know what we want and don’t want, we can focus on what it is we are meant to be creating. When we have healed our wounds, and enough of them, we can feel what we are supposed to be in this life. Whether you are a light worker, star seed or twin flame and you have a soul mission or you are on the verge of discovering your life purpose…our life experience can lead us to where we were always meant to be.
But those who listen to their soul at a much earlier age can feel what they are supposed to be doing quite easily. You can feel that internal nudge in a certain direction. You can feel that unexplainable pull. It’s your purpose calling out to you. It is only when we experience our experiences with the wrong kinds of people that we can sometimes lose touch with our own inner truth.
When you discover your purpose being a light worker, you will be tested every single day that you are on earth. It’s not an easy path to be on. But know that you are not alone and that we all go through the same kinds of things on this journey.
As you discover your life purpose and soul mission as a light worker here on earth know that the you are going to be stopped at every turn. People are not going to trust your personal truth. They will try and stop you at every turn but you need to trust your own instincts and your LIGHT. Especially, as time goes on and you know that there is a darker force trying to silence you. Not matter what happens…
STAY IN YOUR LIGHT.
Light workers, star seeds and twin flames, those seasoned here on earth and who were the first to awaken, will always keep telling you to STAY IN YOUR LIGHT. It’s what our higher dimensional brothers and sisters would also say.
STAYING IN YOUR LIGHT means staying in unconditional love for others and yourself. I feel like sometimes we forget to give the love that we give to others to ourselves.
This isn’t about “self-love” or any other “new age” carp. It’s about giving yourself the respect you deserve and the love you know deep down you deserve to have. As everyone does. Human beings deserve love and you deserve to thrive in this great world we live in and not just work the 9-5 lifestyle where we are beholden to living for minimum wage and just hope that one day things will change.
It doesn’t work like that. It never has and it never will. The hope you have that someone is going to change your life for you is never going to happen. They can’t save you if they themselves are stuck in a paradigm that is exactly like yours. No, you can only change and start changing your reality when you actually want that change. You have FREE WILL. You can make your own choices up! You can take back your power and start living the life you really want to be living. It you change it. This life is all about you and your experiences and how you can shape the world, your reality and bring even more light to it.
We need more light. We need more love. And that is slowly changing in our world. Light workers are fighting the good fight! Keep going! Work your light! And encourage others to do that same. You spark the light in others by just being in your light.
So in your low moments of healing, in low vibration and when things aren’t going your way, know just how strong you truly are and how powerful you really are. And know if you are being attacked or forced to stop what you are doing when you are working your light, know that you are on the right track.
How do you deal with the GUILT?
Is it normal to feel guilt when you know that you are doing the right thing by letting a person go for awhile?
I have been on this spiritual journey since 2012, where I have been dealing with deep depression and suicidal tendencies from my teenage years of dealing with bullying, fall outs and maybe “broken dreams”. I don’t really feel a connection to those emotions anymore so I don’t really want to keep hampering on about it here so…
But lately, I have been dealing with a toxic spiritual person, who happens to be one of my only closest friends on this journey.
I say that I think its a wonderful thing to have friends and support on this journey but I had come to a point where this friend was starting to get a bit much.
I felt like I would have to walk on eggshells around her because if I wasn’t careful anything would trigger her into a angry discussion about how I was wrong and she was right. It could be about anything, any little or big thing and she would go on an angry tirade.
We would usually communicate online because we are in two different countries and as I write that, it’s amazing that our friendship has lasted this long.
We have a lot of differences like race, age and where we are at in our journeys. But that shouldn’t be a cause for fighting, right?
I have been feeling for awhile that there would come a time were we would have to go our separate ways for awhile and honestly, I wasn’t looking forward to it. I wasn’t sure if I could do this whole mission thing on my own and had a huge lack of self-confidence when it came to it.
This friend seemed to mirror those things back to me where she would take my fears and use them against me like missiles that would seem to puncture my sou leaving these huge gaps that I am still trying to heal.
I am still recovering from the words she had sent to me over Messenger. Words have meaning…
I wonder whether these wounds will even heal. I keep thinking, I can send love and hold space for this person to realise what she has done. However, it has been my experience that these kinds of people don’t really change overnight. It takes a long time for them to realise that what they said actually left a wound.
So what can I do? If I go back and start talking to her again, it will definitely bring down my vibration. I have worked so hard to get my vibration as high as it is to go back down now.
When we chat we always seem to talk about the same things and never really move from where we are at. She tends to complain about her life and sees a lot of things from a negative mindset and I really don’t want anything to do with that anymore. I am trying to create something new for myself.
I write this post, not to get anyone’s sympathy, I guess I wanted to share that we all are at different places on our journey’s and that ours has led us in two different directions right now.
My issue right now is forgiving the words she had said to me out of anger. Words for me, ingrain themselves into my soul and take a really long time to process out of me. I have always been really sensitive and when highly emotionally disturbing things happen to me, it can take me months before I can even fully recover from them.
It is at a point where even her face has become a trigger of what I am going through. I reminder and more feelings of guilt that I have actually removed myself from this situation for my own health…and now its daily practice to not feel sad or get triggered.
I also feel like speaking with her on a daily basis made it so that I was stuck in her vibration and situation of where she is currently at.
It was difficult to see that before things escalated. I tried to support her and encourage her to do something about her situation, to see that she had options but I wasn’t successful. She made excuses and had already formulated reasons as to why she couldn’t.
Expressing all of these things to my “MENTOR, TEACHER and HEALER”, meant I had to look at these things. Talking about it made me want to make me cry because I think my guides…especially ARCHANGEL MICHAEL…spoke to my “mentor, teacher and healer” about this situation.
It was he who told me that if I continued being around her that she would bring my vibration down and that wouldn’t serve me because I am trying to get higher and am accelerating my journey. Where she is at basically wouldn’t serve me in the long run.
I tried not to cry in front of him. I have this fear of being alone on this journey even for a little bit. It’s hard to do this work everyday and come out of it on the other side unscathed.
I had to see that I can’t save anyone, which was another wake up call for me. We save ourselves on this journey. No one else can save us. And trying keeps you stuck and unable to see the truth.
TRUTH: You may need to let go and move on. At least for now.
I am not sure if she even notices that I am not really responding to her or that I need a long time this time round to recover; because this is the second time we have come to this point.
I don’t really know where this leaves us right now, but there it is. Sometimes…we just need to take a break from people to look after our own energies.
We need to let them go to remember what it is like to hear our own voices.
We need to let them go to know our own feelings about a subject.
We need to let them go because we need to believe what we need to believe without the judgement, second guessing or slight condescension.
I know for a fact that if I even voiced these things to her she would not see it that way and would see as an attack or even that “I need to do my spiritual work…”
That was one of the many digs that she had thrown at me. And it hurt. Quite a bit.
I go through a fair bit of emotional highs and lows with my focus always moving back to love, but it’s really difficult and I am having a hard time of it. I am trying to focus on what I need to but…what else can I do? You can’t vent your frustrations to a toxic spiritual person because they can be more arrogant then just your average toxic person. It’s a lot to take it.
I also want to add, I am not a perfect person. I am still learning on this journey but I hope anyone reading this will know that a spiritual journey can look like a many number of different things. Not all of it good.
Thanks for reading.
This post may be a little farfetched…proceed with an open-mind.
Have you ever heard that little voice inside your head that just says something that is just a little off kilter that you seem to think that it is your own inner voice?
Maybe it is, but if I think about it, I generally don’t wish to speak about myself in a way that beats me down so much that I would be close to committing suicide. (This is not to discount actual mental illness of any kind.)
Sometimes the little voice in our heads isn’t our voice, it’s negative implants in our heads that try to get us to do these bad things like believe these bad things about ourselves.
In saying that, I am going to try and document how I feel over the next few weeks as I try again to clear my body, mind and soul of these foul things.
You can research this. These implants are put in us when we are born and can stay in our bodies for entire lifetimes. But it is possible to clear them out.
As far as my experience has gotten, these implants can’t stay in a purified body…so that means eating clean, exercising a little to shift and release energies around the body and practicing kind and loving thoughts.
I say the last part because kind and loving thoughts help shape our reality. We control our realities no matter our situation. It is up to us to do that.
So if you feel yourself fall down a negative self-talk abyss, check yourself and CANCEL CLEAR DELETE those words and say some positive, loving affirmations. And send love to those thoughts because the being who are projecting those thoughts inside of your head can not stand unconditional love from any being of light.
Thank you for reading this post. Namaste!
How far do we do it?
Healing. That is the word I am talking about. Healing and how far do we go until it is all done and we are currently standing in our power.
The answer is sweat pea, as long as it is going to take.
Everybody is different and no one ever heals the same. What have I learned during my own healing? I AM the healer and the other person is the conduit.
We heal ourselves, no one else does. So, when we have blame on another for not being able to “heal” us we should be looking within to see why we weren’t open to that healing. But you don’t have to have this immense pressure on yourself to be this amazing healer. You just need to be open to healing.
OPEN. That’s it.
Hold no expectation but being open to what you are about to receive. That is it. Easy right?
Nope. You want to heal, you have to fight the negative ninnies who are trying to stop you from being the best version of you. And you can be. They don’t want you to be.
They will try and trick you into thinking that you do not need healing, but in actuality your soul is crying out for it because your soul knows your infinite potential.
You are a MAGNIFICENT soul and you ARE a POWERFUL HEALER!
I had just finished one of my last healings before I to am moving forward on another healing adventure, as I am going to start calling them.
As a healer and someone who is offering services to help other people, I can not heal you. I can not. That’s not my job. My job is to channel messages from your guides and mine and relay experiences I have had so that you do can start to take the necessary steps to heal yourself. That is my role and the one I am starting to discover.
We all can create the reality we want to have. It’s not easy until you lift the heaviness off yourself/myself that tries to keep us in this foggy state that we seem to believe that we don’t have any power. WE DO. We are powerful beings and I have to start understanding that about myself because it is, maybe, my biggest lesson.
I couldn’t imagine bringing a child into the world or even multiple children and have that belief that I to wasn’t that powerful. That’s a lie that is being told to us on a daily basis, we are extraordinary beings. I know that to be true and that is another thing I have to keep reminding myself but it is an uphill battle. It’s a battle you can never give up because in doing so you give up on yourself. Please don’t do that. If you don’t believe in this spiritual stuff I am talking about, at least keep the belief that you are worth having the most highest vibrational life you can ever imagine.
You can dream that into existence. I AM BELIEVING NOW! That time is now! And no matter what anyone says you and me really need to start believing in ourselves more.
If this helps or inspires anyone, please comment your own experiences below. Namaste!
